so what did I wanna write down?

I always seem to have something to write about when I don't have a chance to hook up to the internet...then I lose it all when I'm on the web! I should keep a "real" journal. lol

I'm taking my car in to get it looked at tomorrow morning. Besides the internet, I went back to His House to strap my bike to my car so I have a method of getting back to my place. hoping that it doesn't cost too much. It's an old car and I don't wanna dump more money into it than I have to. Tina was gracious enough to give me a ride to church today. I'll leave her alone for a while because I think she was showing signs that she really needed space. I'm wondering if Riverview is really the church for me now. The sermons always seem to give me things to think about, but the pastors don't go much into depth when they talk about the Bible. Something else to pray about, I guess. It's difficult to think about anything right now because I have so much on my mind.

I think I'll stick it out with my therapist for a while. He just speaks a different language than me and I need to learn it. Rather than another language, it's like he speaks English with a Psycho-babble accent. I feel like he has a lot to teach me about helping myself and liking myself. I understand him a lot better, though. He's going to be gone 2 weeks in August, so I'll try to know by then. That might be a good time to go out to visit my brother and check out the wooden boat school. The more I think about moving out there for a year to learn the craft, the more I like the idea. My life has been kinda "blah" for a while and I'm yearning for an adventure and I'm yearning for something to get excited about. Dr. Reed thinks I should stay here and work on myself--that my baggage would follow whereever I went. While that's true, I'd be able to find someone out there. Being out there away from family stresses might help me focus. Anyway, it wouldn't be a bad thing just to go out there and talk to people.

Oh, and one more rant: for his Fifth Third Bank t.v. ads, Wayne Brady (from Who's Line...) has joined Carson Daily in the "Hi, I am a Tool" club. Sell-out! :-) I seriously thought Wayne was above the $$!